There is a battle I fight every day
Sometimes I lose, sometimes I win;
Now let me explain.
In my fantasies, not disturbed, but disturbing
I sometimes find my muscles twitch,
my jaw clench tight, the grit of enamel.
I’m seized, in seizure, I’m a victim!
But every day I realise this battle
And at times I control it. Then it’s another.
The battle within! The battle within!